Hey,
I saw my son, Hayden, on Saturday and it was so much more wonderful than I expected. He looked so much like me and yet like his own person. Our spirit's were so similar that we just seemed to play off one another so well. Sense of humor, playfulness, personality. He was so loving and expressive and caring. We held hands so much and we played scrabble and I let him win because he loves to brag about how good he is and it felt good to let him win. When my kids were very small, I always let them win. So it was a secret thing I did for me. Of course, I hope he never reads this. ha,ha.
He's is beautiful and sweet. He's had a good life..and even though I wanted to be able to be there and love him, I lacked the faith to believe we could make it. If I had to work 2 jobs and someone hurt him while I was away, I'd have to kill them and then where would we have been? Anyway...the Lord is moving so much and it is feeling so good. I am so blessed to know he is alive and that he wants me in his life. He has very natural black hair and pale clear green eyes with some palest of blue in them. I can't wait till he comes to stay with us and we can bond and enjoy a relationship. Thank you for letting me share my story of Hayden Riley Levi Snyder, my beautiful one. M
I saw my son, Hayden, on Saturday and it was so much more wonderful than I expected. He looked so much like me and yet like his own person. Our spirit's were so similar that we just seemed to play off one another so well. Sense of humor, playfulness, personality. He was so loving and expressive and caring. We held hands so much and we played scrabble and I let him win because he loves to brag about how good he is and it felt good to let him win. When my kids were very small, I always let them win. So it was a secret thing I did for me. Of course, I hope he never reads this. ha,ha.
He's is beautiful and sweet. He's had a good life..and even though I wanted to be able to be there and love him, I lacked the faith to believe we could make it. If I had to work 2 jobs and someone hurt him while I was away, I'd have to kill them and then where would we have been? Anyway...the Lord is moving so much and it is feeling so good. I am so blessed to know he is alive and that he wants me in his life. He has very natural black hair and pale clear green eyes with some palest of blue in them. I can't wait till he comes to stay with us and we can bond and enjoy a relationship. Thank you for letting me share my story of Hayden Riley Levi Snyder, my beautiful one. M